Yours Truly

2010-02-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

I've moved on to http://www.th-contradictinglove.blogspot.com/

2009-10-20T21:24:00.003+08:00

Im suffering a very bad mental meltdown . so i decided to leave this blog . erms , whatever about yl & yy , whatever sabo-ing was a year back . now no more ._. & i wanted yy number is because of the passerby issue and i wanted to explain to clear up misunderstanding . that's all .

I'm bored !

2009-10-19T15:47:00.003+08:00

This is how bored i am , im already posting for the second time !

Baby is just being a super pig ._. He went out till very late & i forget to off my stupid alarm so i got woken up at 6 , just now saw baby's message :x baby was worry sick for me about yesterday thing so he didn't sleep till i reply . silly baby only had 5 hours of sleep yet still wait for me . so i pei-ed him message till 7 plus then i asked him to sleep . so nice of me right :x wei le ta hao ~

Currently playing cafe world & restaurant city ._. im so good at organising restaurant seys ! mai siao siao ! :x talking to serene and perry too ! {: waiting for my dearest to wake up . Gosh i bet he'll wake up like 6 or 7 like that nor :/ lalalas :x zai na li uh baby !!

yawns , i'm bored to my grave . which kind soul wanna entertain me , cause serene msn me we both equally sians . jane sms me also equally sians ! so we just boring till i kind feel my ass rotting off D:

Why does this always happen ?

2009-10-19T11:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was horrible , to add on to it , i had a dream about it . Shan't elaborate it here .

I tried to change for you , & told you that im ready to be better .
You never gave me the chance .

This time , i'll do it better for my boy ,
im going to make things rights for us .
Baby you're all i need .

You're the one who willingly picked me up
& slowly walk me out of this darkness .
You are going to be the one that love , care & worry for me now dearest !
TEEHEE , i love you la ! so random :x

Day out !

2009-10-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

had my day out with baby & friends {: went over to blk 8 to meet wipawan first & OH ! i just remember , i haven't give baby back the money i ask him lend wipawan :x MEMO TO SELF ! remember return baby money !

so we went over far east but things wont pretty cause wipawan seems to be rather upset :/ but i had baby's companion ! so i wasnt that badly affected {: walked around , nothing caught my eye though maybe when got time bring von dear & rene baby down go shop maybe will find something i want ba :/ i need heels , need skinny , need glossy leggings and of course pretty dresses ! then can wear mei mei li li go out {:

teehee , so we went over cine cause baby wanted to get soundproof headset and wipawan wanted food ! i was crapping the whole trip there ! was lalas-ing all the way there , complaining to him my legs were AWFULLY SUAN ! then he knock my head D: baby bully me ~

went over ljs to SEE them have lunch cause i was not hungry at all , but dumb baby bought food & made me eat . gu yi guai lan me de baby was just being plain evil , tell him not hungry le still buy BIG BIG portion for me , say want share share , MAKE ME EAT ALL THE MEAT ! luckily taolong saved me ! Praise the Lord ! :x

after that , dunno what happen la , the rest went off i went over to plaza sing with baby , taolong & ahley cause laoniang want play DDR ! so stress , i play then all behind keep STARE STARE , evil dickheads :x so taolong jio-ed me play PIU , i tell you is funny like one fcuk , noob like fcuk lo :x keep miss all the way ~ then i down there zhuan quan quan ~ KEKE !

play awhile le we jiu went off , baby say i jialat ! play till look like just bathe :x so guyi hug baby , then all my smelly sweat end up on him ! WAHAHAHA !

went back blk 8 after that , baby going to ton :/ haha , TON SI TA UH ! but he sent my off to bus stop first ~ after that jiu come home , bathe le now sit here and stare stare into thin air . i went out & came home happily but somehow i got my mood ruined D:

do you still love me ? idk .
but i do , unseemingly waiting for you .
i wonder how hard it's going to be letting you go .
will baby be the one to walk me through ? idk .
suddenly my world seems to be so confused .

2009-10-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

okays , whatever typed must be fucking misunderstood .

My post no longer talks about yl , all done and over with . It was all about wk , all the missing and everything is on him . I don't know how the fuck that passerby link it to yl .

Secondly , passerby , you have no rights to say me because no one knows you . So please please please get lost and don't make trouble for me .

Yueyin , nothing has to do with yl anymore . It's all wk , my ex . I don't know how the passerby made it seem like yl prob . I don't fucking wanna have any quarrels with you either . So ya , if you misunderstand then i'm sorry . Those things said about my ex was when we were apart and i was single , not about yl .

So ya that's about it . Back to normal posting . Seriously , if you're not involve in my relationship with wk before please get your butt off my trouble passerby . I don't want to wei le your few words and offend so many ppl . Even wk don't know who you are . He's your friend your prob don't come disturb me .

So everything settled and done . Let everything back to normal .

BRAINWAVE !

2009-10-18T11:30:00.003+08:00

i have plans on getting a private blog again {:

yawns it's 11.30 , and piggy haven't wake up D: still say he very zai confirm will wake up de :x lets see what time he wakes up , i bet he'll wake up late down there , SORRY SORRY ~ nvm nahs , later going gai gai with baby {: so lazy get ready . i shall go laze around first :x since so early , wait for that pig to sms me -.- sniff sniff , i got flu ! D: random ~ hahs !

*editted*

i'm so loving my audi fam fam :x so i have the sudden urge to do advertising for them :x make them KNOWN ! i'm planning to add nuffnang to it for the sake of fun :x but hahas ! i love my -L-Cupiids~ so here it is !

ARE YOU READY FOR THE ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE !

TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE !

IT'LL MAKE YOU SCREAM SHOUT AND GO INSANE !

& THAT IS ..

http://l-cupiidx33.blogspot.com/
terms & conditions apply .

OHKAY :x the terms & condition is just crapping la ! :x

Happy Birthday to BABY !

2009-10-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

BABY ! Happy Birthday to CHUUUUU ~ teehee , old le wor ! seventeen ! OHMY , OLD MAN :x haos la , dont say i bad , i sing you birthday song !

Happy Birthday to CHUUU ~
Happy Birthday to CHUUU ~
Happy Birthday to MILK MILK BABY ~
Happy Birthday to CHUUU ~

very nice rights ? hehes , tomorrow go find you SING LOUD LOUD for you haos bu haos :x then hor , i want BIRTHDAY BASH ~ *BISH BISH* make baby whole body BLUE BLACK ~ then like that baby will remember ME ! {: so sweet of me right :x i know la , thank you thank you ~

haos la , crap finish means time for me to go AUDI , MAPLE & DOTA ! hahas , hardcore player ~ muahahahahs :x wait for baby online for audi then go thrash him , shall go train my MAPU MAPU :x next time become ai zai kia :x AISEHS ~

OH YA ! congrats to HUIYAO & SERENE BABY too ! all same day uhs , swee swee ~ WEEWUUWEE ! ohmy , cheryl so hyper ! unbelievable :x

let wk stuff rest for today , let this day be peaceful for awhile {: happy or sad , i'll leave a smile on my face today .

Baby i love you la :x

2009-10-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

Hehes , i'm happy today ! I'm very very happy :x tomorrow is baby's birthday and i haven't got him anything :x but baby wants it to be cheap , any idea what is cheap but nice . Give me idea people !

Yawns , text with baby for awhile then he went out and i'm off to work {: working with mama and papa for one day to get 150 dollar , but so tiring must run back and forth from airport , and i have to stand for like an hour everytime i'm there , i'm the mini tour guide there ! {:

now at terminal 3 and well , i'm having a very bad stomach pain , awww }: looking awfully pale now .. Wonder where baby went .

Haha , he'll be very happy since he made me call him baby so badly today :x bully me . Ahma also ! Both uh ~ evil dicks ~

i admit i still miss and love you , but i believe baby will make me realise that you're just another guy . Happy now passerby ? Baby needs the confidence to love , and i need the confidence to stay strong . We'll both play a part in each other lives and maybe we'll be perfect for each other {:

2009-10-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

yawns , another long day today . shit , tomorrow school starts & we're getting our god damn result back tomorrow & i swear i am in no mood to get it back , somehow i think it suck so bad D: so im prepared to get screwed D:

met with serene at teckwhye mac & went to get my concession at lot one . after that went up to lot , teehee actually suppose to go blk 8 de , so .. went to arcade , didnt see anyone there D: played ddr with someone i have no idea what is his name :x wahlao ! laoniang fat fat le D: play ddr will very tired nor ~ then stupid barry even more JIALAT ! come disiao me make me miss D: my pretty combo GONE D:

then louis & akif came to find us cause no one was at blk 8 ~ the played initial d while i continue hogging my ddr , then zen & barry disiao kia siahs -.- i down there watch weikiong play barry down there "meinu , ke yi gen ni na hao ma mahs ?" then i thought he want take so next time come lot can jio me along yuan lai shi bluff my feeling de -.- hahas , then i went back to see akif play initial d , cute bodoh :x then i hold hand with serene walk walk around mahs ~ SI BARRY ! come disturb again , say whys never hold hand with him also ~ AH SIAO ! today forget eat medicine te bie want to disturb me .

played till 4 plus jiu bus-ed down to blk 8 . NOBODY D: then teckwee came {: he slacked awhile jiu say goodbye to us , left serene , louis , akif and i there . then the co. came le , talked with serene about STUFF :x until we both cried so badly :\ then i send her to the stairs there went to emo alone for awhile wait till i more calm then go find them ..

around 8 plus , hong lee pei-ed me go wait for bus . hehes , so nice to disturb him :x he looking at the bus the board then wet wet mahs , i go hit it the water splash on him :x then he give me the DIAO face :x hee ~ silly hl milk :x

baby , i do miss you so much ? do you feel the same too ? i really hope you do . i hope everything you said to me that hurt me were just lies that you had a reason for . but baby , i wanna say this & i hope you're looking . you're wk , not anyone of my ex . those i claimed to love aint true love at all . you , you are different . though we are different in many ways i do love you a lot . whatever we had wont fade away like that .. you know it wont . baby this love is so true & you know that . i love you , awaiting for you to come back . but i want you to be happy but am i your happiness ? am i ? i dont know . someone told me that if you love someone , you want him to be happy even if it hurts you . look baby , i'm willing to give up this life for you , anything . so long you're happy . this time im sure . i love you . i cant type anymore . i saw your new blog & i feel i cant do this anymore .. sorry ..

2009-10-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

im craving for this dress like crazy , but it's not in stores since forever 21 took it out from it's website , so if anyone is selling anything similar , leave me a tag . thanks {:

Another day .

2009-10-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

Exams ends tomorrow but i dont feel that happy after all . Why must all this pain happen at the wrong time . I'll do a proper blog post from tomorrow onwards . Let put on a smile , ignoring if it is real or fake . Just wanna end the day .

Who am i now ?

2009-10-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

I thought that i wasn't who i am anymore . I was usually the one who wouldn't have this stupid thought .

I feel pathetic , i feel like death . I really dont wish to live , for real this time . It's painful , excrutiating pain that conquer over me .

I'm hoping for a miracle now . Dear Lord , i pray for a miracle for him and i .

Off to study . Exam ends this tuesday , bye .

I promise i will .

2009-10-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

i still love you no matter where i go ,
no matter how apart we are .
i need you boy ,
till the very last day .
never will i ,
never will i go away ..

I promise i'll love you .

2009-10-09T19:03:00.004+08:00

Why does it ache so bad . Why must i ruin what i have , my everything just disappeared in a flash . I know what was wrong , i know how i am . I know it because you left but i'm not ready to let you go , never will i be ready .

I'm sorry for what i was in the past , but i know i cant change the past , i know it's impossible but there's something possible , i'll be better , a million times better . I wont be perfect , never will i but i'll be awesome . I'm sorry for the way i handled things before , i'm good now .

I made myself a promise to love you still . Though it's tough but i'll do my best to write out everything i feel everyday . Even if times keep going on , this love i have for you will never stop . Be it , one day , one month , one year , nothing changes . You shown me what love is . You are the only man in my life to be able to give me that much .

I dont believe anyone can change that . I'll only understand what love is when you're around .

When will this fake smile slowly fade away ? I'm so tired , trying my best to divert my focus somewhere else , nothing helps nothing .. Sometimes i pray hard life would end faster so i wouldn't know anything and just sleep forever . But i'm really selfish for doing so .

Loving you may be hard , but i'm willing to . Loving you without you loving me back is painful but i'll wait till the day you realise . It's going to be hard cheryl , with everything on your back . You'll going to have a tough time from this coming year on , your love , your life , your all was just being ripe out of you . You'll need to slowly find that missing and sew it back . & that's you ..

I stay in love .

2009-10-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

haha , decided to let bygone be bygone . Well i do miss blogging a lot . Haven't got the time and the only reason why i blogging now is because i'm going to bathe and study soon . A few more paper and i'm done . I wanna study well and be a good girl .

Life hasn't been pretty lately , doing things i shouldn't do , i feel i'm not me anymore . Worst , i dont know who am i . With you around , i would be well organised , with you around thinks seem perfectly fine . I'll put my heart out to love you though i never really know how to show it . Love isn't hard at all , it isn't complicated . Why must we human make it seem like it's a never ending maze . It hurts , it's an endless pain a person has to suffer . Why must we be put in this kind of situation . It's despicable .

Being in love seems oh so awesome but falling out of love feels like fuck . I never really realized how much love could cause a person such a heartache till i feel it today . Simple message makes me feel like it's time for me to end my life here . It's not how i am , i'm not me anymore .

I wanna do well , i wanna study like hell even if it means to be a nerd . I wanna get into ngee ann . I wanna make miracles . I wanna prove to the world . Though i was a failure , i'll picked myself up . It wont be easy , never did never will . Will i regret in chasing you and loving you , only heaven knows and i'll wait for heaven to tell me that answer .

I'll my exams next week tuesday and i'll be free . Call me out on wednesday and thursday also can {: cause yours truly having marking day no need go school . I live a life that no one know . No one know what i'm really going through but only sherry and bonnie , for now . I know the one that are worth trusting are my best friend , my sister and brother . You're all loved . You know who you are {: if not sure can ask me :x

Alrights leave me a tag if you happen to drop by . I love happy comments {: i'll be back soon , improved and renewed . Take care !

With loads of love ,
Cheryl O.

2009-10-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

im stress out & tired . i really lost my mood to do anything . my life feels wrecked & fcuked up . screw the world & screw the pathetic school . im sorry for being insulting , but do you know the amount of pressure imply on us ? i swear , i never felt like im on the verge to kill myself over studies . it's bad enough i have to study everything all over again , i still have to accept the fcuked up criticism you all give . im tired . seriously , accept me for who i am & how i am dealing with things instead of fucking screwing me for my negative stuff .

i follow my heart , my heart tells me you guys are just fcukers trying to pull me down , so ? i dont give a shit , try me la . i'll make it and show you that , you have taken me too easily , wanna call up my parents for not doing well ? COME ON , i fcuking cant be bothered by you childish ADULT . yes how unbelievable . i'll prove what im capable of . thanks to all your bloody comments , i feel screwed up . and stressing over everything . cant get a fcuked shit in my head & THANK YOU !

love , lust whatever . cant be bothered . all guys are the same , they hurt you & hurt you all over again . this is BOY'S BEST STUFF ! aww , how fcuked of them . whatever . tired & im going to sleep . i cant fcuking care you childish humans . im glad cause cheryl ong jia yi , dont fcuking believe in love {:

I'm coming back for more !

2009-09-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

I swear recently has been hell for me . School , remedial and loads of studying at home . I am totally tired and i'm breaking down ~ never mugged so hard before . Kind of in a hurry to catch up with everyone . Sec two and three work . Tough }: sighs , i'm like a nerd now . Neverminds nerds are pretty cool ! {: i'm a pretty awesome nerd :x

so i've been a good girl lately in school ! After school went down to lot find zoey , been decades since i last saw her . We all didn't change . We're still as siao and as white as always ! {: but she's still super hairless :x ohmy , i'm going to get killed when she sees this . She love me a lot so she won't kill me de la :x

went blk 8 to study too . Hehes , went with baika nuer and xiaohei :x stupid lousy fake boyf ._. Always say that he will be there for me :x talk cock only lo . Dont trust him le , bleahs ! Yawns , back to the ugly books . Toodle love . And my blog is dead so , erhem ~ tags love love !

immaturity kills

2009-09-26T20:27:00.001+08:00

what happened ? Zzz i dont care . But i'm sure i'm moving on that's for sure . And guess what i'm glad {:

2009-09-24T20:36:00.001+08:00

Cheryl is posting in the toilet now , how glamorous :x well , today is a super duper long day . Had math till 6 plus and i feel like i just suffered ten years in jail , that's how horrible it is . And i injured my leg , drop my phone :( but the day ended pretty well , went blk 8 slack awhile , talk talk chat chat then lousy ass send me to the bus stop . He was so unsincere never help me bring plaster for my poor ankle :( never die before :x it's bored posting with my phone :( cant post picture . Tomorrow cross country , not running , so .. I miss my pink lappy . Two more weeks and i can play like insanity le !

Poor Cheryl }:

2009-09-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

Because cheryl didn't do well for past few exams , cheryl was being screwed by her parents . And poor cheryl was ban from using the computer for the first time . And i swear i hate the .. for causing this . Cheryl is piss because she quarrelled with her good friends today and had a super bad and long day today . Cheryl is tired and she can only use phone to post lately so poor little cheryl }: Cheryl misses audi and cheryl want to play . Cheryl hates someone that ruined her life . Cheryl will post again tomorrow .

With love ,
Cheryl

You'll learn when you get hurt badly .

2009-09-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

Am i a handsome girl ? :x

I got caught pee-ing by bonnie & im so happy !

HURHUR ~ today uh , i honestly ._. can't really remember a shit . so failure manzxz D: emo .. i only remembered that i did exceptionally well for my dearest chinese for the FIRST time {: weee ~ then i left my wallet in school D: the pathetic thing was , my wallet is SO LONG & SO BIG i actually can forget , worst was , i only realise when bonnie called me . luckily she was in school if not , i could kiss goodbye to my wallet . slacked at blk 8 , got the weird vibe when im there & worst was i felt a sense of fustration upon ..

teehee ~ secret , cannot say . JANE & I are on diet ! we are going to RUN , JUMP , FLY , ROLL ! {: all the things you can think of :x just to lose that watermelon stomach of mine , her elephant size & my WHALE size {: we want to look like a pretty , eh what animal pretty uhs ? AIYAH ! we want be pretty , slim & fit {: can slim & fit be put in the same sentence ? sounds .. uh .. wrong ? hmms ~ neverminds {:

oh gosh , tons of homeworks incomplete , BYE ! going to MUG . OH YA ! target setting . i guess i need to mug like 10 times harder to get a decent pass D: emo fcuk right ? sighs , jiayous cheryl , GOD IS WITH YOU !

when you stop loving without a reason , you hurt someone badly .
& all she can do is try to gain it back , not knowing how .
but whatever you said to me yesterday , hurt me ten times more .
you threw me off a cliff that i'll never be able to climb back up anymore .
trust you ? i regretted . love you ? i wish i never did .
changed for you ? what for ? you let me go before i tried to show you .
promises & swears ? fcuk it all .
i wanna thanks you ..
i wont trust anyone like i trusted you , with my everything ..

2009-09-21T14:37:00.002+08:00

should i get this tattoo & place his name somewhere around it , im really considering . do tell me what you guys think !

Eight month just went by with nothing .

2009-09-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

So ! yesterday slacked with anna the entire day . Played ddr & PIU . like going to die like that lo . very tiring -.- too long never play now play machiam ahma playing like that . after that went peninsula get something done {: hahas , got this few guys so funny , so yeahs . get to know them better talk talk chat chat , think they so funny , dont want return anna's money then when i say it's mine they were like ," cheryl's money must give back ." so funny :x after that anna took mrt home while i took the bus cause im broke D: emo emo ~

after that come home jiu dota with mengsuan {: YAY we own the kuku opponent , so happy ~ TEEHEE ! :x first time level 20 plus {: im so proud of myself ~ WEE ! play le , pei baby dylan sms till very late then orhorh .

then today sleep halfway until like 11 plus , stupid mama jiu wake me up . rush me go bathe & wash up chiong go hougang find great grandma ._. was so tired lo , practically want to die like that D: baby dylan pei-ed me sms thou {: but that stupid honglee die le la D; say want to quick quick top up card then can message me , bluff my feeling D: so emotionally hurt by him ! :x so crappy .

so visit until NOW then come back . totally no mood study le . stupid weekiat play texas poker with my account then lose like an idiot :x ask hongquan give me money , then he spent it again ! so jialat -.- LOL , i forget to zilian lately , maybe tomorrow then zilian ba {: so tired le , night !

you dont love me , but i love you & that good enough {:

Tags Replies :
WeiKeong : ass ._.
Sherry : Relinked love {:
Pearllynn : Thanks {:
Tatsuhiro : Thanks ass :x
Winnie : Relinked ! & asshole , when going to meet me uh ~
Shavon : Aww alrights ~ i love you la nuer {: hehe , cant wait to see you & that kuku serene again !
Anna : Hahas ! just saw me yesterday still miss me uh silly :x so touched ~

Lost without you .

2009-09-19T11:08:00.003+08:00

usually when i wake up this early , you would be here telling me good morning baby . And when i dont reply , you'll spam call me wake up and say that my sleepy voice is adorable . All i'll do is hmm hmm but you love it anyways .

Once im wide awake , ill call you and say ," BABY ! can i go find you ? im bored !" And i'll go over your place to find you . You were always afraid that neighbours would see me so we would be like a bunch of FBI agents , making minimal amount of noise & look both left and right before going in . Sometimes i even have to go one floor lesser to let you check if there was anyone coming :x

we'll talk , play & just have fun even though it's just two person . it felt like time just stop . and that moment it was just you and me . no one else could interfere , okays ~ maybe your mum , but that's all .

i'll always ask you to get me this & that . and try to tease you every single time cause i knew it would take you a lifetime to get me everything but baby im pleased i have you and that's perfect already . i love having you here . dont go will ya ?

love was painful before .. but it'll change , i know it will . im being myself and im not going to listen to anyone . i feel so lost without you . sleeping without someone telling me goodnights baby or waking up without a goodmorning . i feel so empty .

sighs , im going out soon . Cheryl , it's been long since you dress up . Let's dress up today look pretty and try to end this day decent .

Wrecked life .

2009-09-19T01:53:00.003+08:00

let's put this in simple words ..
i need my boy back !
my life is in a fcuking mess
& only he can make everything right .
im tired of crying everyday because i cant find a way to get him back .
im tired of not having him .

2009-09-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

i just wanna close my eye & forever be asleep .

i miss you

2009-09-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

should i get back to bangs ? sighs , im so exhausted from everything around me , i feel like im going to just faint & collaspe on the ground soon ..

Hilarious !

2009-09-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

hahs im ending my day soon , so here's a post to end it off {:

slept late last night while my cousin sms-ed nike & honglee , i went to bed first . it was quite late already & i knew i definitely wouldnt wanna wake up today morning . And ended up , i woke up late -.- rushed like crazy and realise , eh rush too fast -.- now too early ..

so went to school earlier met up with serene and shavon nuer {: talk , chatted then went in to school . was damn tired & morning assembly killed me already . AGAIN WITH THE STUPID LONG TALK . zzz , i hate it seriously . what happen to the precious meaning of making things short & sweet .

Shan told us about yesterday oral conversation , guess it was pretty difficult . then we had social studies . i swear im so happy when she said only 3 chapters tested so im able to catch up in time {: going to study like mad le !! {:

after that mother tongue , bullied brendan :x cause he didnt have his activity book & mine was practically empty so i was like ," eh you very free hor ? do for me . write nice nice hor !" & he did ! what a nice brother ~ you deserve a big hug from me cause my hugs are so valuable {:

then recess went down with glen they all . i swear yesterday dota match with them was funny like fcuk ! i couldnt stop laughing la ! i could tell the difference between boots of speed and boots of elvenskin . & you know usually when we play maple shoes is one shop clothes another , etc .. then how i know got other shop sell shoes right !? so we played like 4 5 rounds then i found out what is what . pathetic right ?

after that we got bored , so play tower defence . first time play , didnt know a shit about it . they just tell me must build thing never say how or where to built . so when they started the bloody game i scroll all over the map and didnt know what to do . UNTIL halfway through the game then i realise that need to click on the guy head on the bottom left then can build things le ! so when i finally realised , everybody like already going to finish -.- so justin was like ," WTF SHE HAVENT BUILT ANYTHING !" hahas , laugh my ass off ! so retarded right . OH YA ! when we playing ai i think :/ i used demon witch . then glen never teach me properly , never say must add finger of death so when i tried to kill the opponent , i keep using impale & that's all . then glen keep pm me ," finger the opponent la !" so i thought i did a good job & that was his way of compliment UNTIL he say in a dulan way then i realise OH i had to use that skill :x hahas ! so retarded . it's my second day playing okays ~ i made progress {:

school wasnt much fun , had oral with tan jun jie . i swear i totally hated it . it was picture conversation . & the picture had loads of stuff for me to say . but he just ask me about the stupid trishaw & got me stucked cause it's just a trishaw what can you say ? mecedez ? mazda ? i dont know right ? pissed me off . after oral totally stomped off .

went block 8 , and that bloody honglee say will pei me in the end ps me , HATE HIM LA D: so .. that's my day . having badminton challenger tomorrow , & im playing against wanling , going to screw myself tomorrow . GOOD LUCK TO ME ! {:

oh , goodnights everyone & my blog dying , save it for me ! tags are greatly appreciated ! {:

Love is ..

2009-09-14T19:03:00.002+08:00

i chose to stay positive although you're gone .
i know i cry everytime i awake and everytime i say goodnight .
but God told me you'll come back .
because you realise that this love is true ,
you realise that i'll always be here waiting for you .

" let's start afresh " are the words i wish to hear .
ignoring if it starts from day one ,
or from where we ended .
because the time we've been together doesnt prove anything .
but the love we shared is priceless .

this love aint suppose to be in past tense .
it'll forever be my present & my future .
God answered my prayers & told me that your the man im looking for .

I never appreciated the fact that you gave me so much .
i woke up when you walked out on me .
i picked myself up & im running to catch up to you .
to tell you ," i've learnt what's wrong , this time i'll never hurt you the same anymore ,
i'll give you all my love and you'll be mine for life ."

no matter how far you are ,
i know one day you'll turn back and look at me .
you'll see me running towards you .

i wanna see you standing there ,
turning your head around to look at me .
realising im staking my last breathe to catch up with you .

& when i finally caught up with yous ,
i wanna fall into your arms and stay there forever .
you & i will take a break there together .
cover all our pains & sorrow together .

then we'll get up facing the life ahead of us together .
no matter good or bad , we'll manage it through hand in hand .
because loving you is the best damn thing in my life .
you are what i look forward to hear from every second of my life .
seeing you feels like i am in heaven .
when you look at me it feel like im flying with the angel .

that's how much you can imply on a little girl like me .
you changed me into a better girl .
& now im ready to get up on my feet & come chasing after you .

Bored !

2009-09-14T17:06:00.002+08:00

im currently with Louis , Joy & Kian . Freaking bored totally dont have the mood to study :\ Ended school at 2 today , was feeling super awful so decided to skip chinese oral & requested it to be on friday . Stupid Bonnie didnt turn up for school , miss her badly .

screwed , having english oral tomorrow for end of the year D: havent had a chance to prepare and seriously aint prepared for it . Worst , i have so many homework incomplete & i serious dont have the mood to do any of it . Had serious monday blues today D: SUCK !

aww ~ im surrounded with people with lovely couple D: JEALOUS SHIT ! sighs , OFF TO BORE MYSELF ! Post laterz ~

2009-09-13T22:59:00.003+08:00

so .. the day ended , i honestly didnt get much down . im down in the dump today . worst , i feel i'll get bad monday blues tomorrow so BOOHOO for me .

i slept like late the previous night la -.- was texting nike and honglee . they ton-ed out playing poker yesterday -.- so i cursed hl to get panda eyes , he said the most bu yao lian thing . he feels he looks cute even with panda eye . seriously , i feel like slapping him .

so , TODAY did some mathematics as they were simpler stuff that were covered before and the rest are like zzz .. so did those that i know & tried focusing for the few hours until i totally cant concentrate anymore , so im like so screwed :/ well , planned out my study time le . guess i'll be spending a lot of time at King Albert Park with Joy & Kian to mug le ba {: lets hope this mugging will help D:

regretted not listening in class , like so many stuff to catch up on . WHY CANT TEACHERS BE MORE INTERESTING TO DRAW STUDENTS ATTENTION . i cant help but think sometimes it aint my fault just that it's hard to keep myself awake although i slept a whole lot the previous evening but seriously , i feel sometimes teacher are actually singing lullaby to me ._. sighs , im on my own le . buck up ba cheryl , pick yourself up and study hard .

i know God will bless me super duper ultra much {: God wants me to be a successful girl & spread his words ! So goodnights earthling ! im off to bed {: OH ! do tag more yeahs ? i have the urge to reply tags . i really do :x hahas , my sense of stupidity ! alrights i really got to stop crapping -.- GOODNIGHTS !

here's a little video for you to enjoy . Honestly she's a rocker singer , made singapore proud {:

Study Time !

2009-09-13T12:54:00.002+08:00

DEAD MEAT ! it's sunday , SUNDAY ! you know what it means ?! i have less than 24 hours to complete all my holiday homework & WORST ! i dont have the study mood recently ! ohmy , ohmy ! Pray that God help me pass through this horrendous time ! AHH !

OKAY ! Cheryl Ong Jia Yi , time to get your ass off the chair and start taking out your assignments to do ! YAY , my very first step , great improvements ! {: i rock my own world ! :/ retarded ._. sighs , really study time le D: if i have the time , i'll update later if there's anything to update -.-

toodles , off to fight the war of homeworks {:

2009-09-12T21:01:00.005+08:00

yes another day went by so fast ! teehee ~

today actually planned on meeting yunxin to study at 12 plus , but sadly she woke up like late only lo ~ 1 plus -.- so went out with family to holland to have dim sum ! yummy ~

so after that tipsy came over and we ended up playing dota together instead -.- like what the .. so never study lo , play dota all the way , very hard to play lo D: emo shit -.- got super excited while playing cause like so hard to complete the game lo , and the monster like never ending de , hard to play bodoh D: but neverminds , i play cheat :x my members were all those insanely pro one in computers & im like the only pathetic one while the opponents were just plain easy noob :x EVEN WHEN THEY ARE NOOB it took me 987654321 years just to complete the game la . prove how well i play :x i die practically every 5 mins , worst ! i thought eat tree like SO cool but guess what it heals like close to nothing amount of HP , waste time right -.- but who cares ~ the effect is still cute :x so .. played till evening le , did a little catching up with one another too {: WOAHS , so much happen in so little time , half a year like half a decade . like so much happen and we forget to update each other . aww D: neverminds , i shall pester her more often when im free ! {:

so worst come to worst , never study a shit lo D: tomorrow need to chiong le lo D: the emo-er thing is , i finally downloaded my audi & dota all swee swee le , but cannot play cause need to do the stupid holiday homework . sighs , need to catch up with math too , finally did a little more for e math now have to handle a math ! sians :/

so ~ let us sumarise my day {:

woke up
had crystal jade
tipsy came my place
dota-ed
had dinner
downloaded every shit in my comp
completed !

oh ya ! i hate having to download every shit all over again la ! the trouble i have to go through is like (*&(^^$^%#^%^$%$#%$ super pissifying ! neverminds , complete le , MY JOB IS DONE ! so .. time to say goodnights {:

Tag replies :
Clairis - Accident happens :x LINKED !
Shavon - hello nuer {: im a little better le thanks !
J - hahas , touched la :x waiting for your invitation okays ! ~
Windz - sorry :x lazy reply ! hahas , try to reply you next time :x

2009-09-12T12:01:00.002+08:00

this is a very nice song {: she has a super powerful voice .

All By Myself - Celine Dion

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And love's so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

i want you here and not be all by myself anymore .

Everything was just a dream .

2009-09-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

Opps , forget about tags reply ! & i want more tags hor ! like that make friends mahs :x i so friendly right ? tag hor {:

Choco - Thanks for the tag {:
Name - All the songs name are placed under my twitter {: They are all in order !
Pearllynn - HAHA ! im back ! SEE ~
Qinle - The happy girl will come back soon ~ WAIT & SEE !
Jane - BACK LE ! Tag more hor ~
Pearllynn - Back ~
Celia - No lo , you think too highly of me :x but anyways ~ im back !
Baby - Bu yao lian de baby :x no wonder so suit me :x ~
Passer By - Back {:
Inging - Hey girl , im fine :/ i guess ? hahas , still do find a way to contact me alrights ? miss you badly D: come meet and have lunch together someday ba {: God Bless You !

Here's the lovely lyric to Just A Dream By Carrie Underwood . Hahas , it says so much .

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah

Hello Earthling !

2009-09-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

HEY ! im back {: life has been a craze lately D:

Hmm , super duper sians lo . Tired . Finally , get my precious baby back ! i mean my laptop {: hmms , thinking of changing my blogskin to something to do with my dearie winnie the pooh ! hmms , so much happen lately but much was forgotten , EMO !

OH ! i remember :x Baby , baby's friend , kian and i . Went to sent my comp to repair , went lot slack slack first . HAHA ! ddr-ed till my feel blister , so ke lian D: i want s'muackkies s'muackkies on my FEET ! hahs , baby , kian and i went to wisma sent baby laptop to repair le we went over cine to eat long john {: hahas , we bought this super cool sweet lo ~ SUPER SUPER LONG SWEET ~ forget to take picture of it D: neverminds , maybe i'll go buy when i have the chance . Hahas , kana bullied by kian lo D: ask us get number from girls still need me to think of how to reply to that girl ! took a shot of kian sleeping :x got time then post {:

got back with honglee too ~ like on the 7th ? LOL , so nice to bully him :x TEEHEE , bluff him say want cry he jiu let me win . I ROCK ! Hoho ~ But a lot of shit happen :/ aww suck D: lalas , im bored D:

So .. TODAY ! suppose to me baby but she got very jialat tummyache D: Need to get my laptop also , furthermore havent been catching up with my bitch {: so called her out . Nike came to lot find me {: saw weiqiang ! so ddr-ed AGAIN ! tired like one loser D: kana suan-ed by weiqiang too , emo hell . after that bus-ed to wisma get my baby laptop . it's freaking heavy ._. but so many things to download . and i need to transfer a lot of pictures . Drained out . butt cramp ~

a lot to post but im kind of lazy & i somehow forget every single thing le so .. end here , what a stupid end but who cares :x when i can remember then post ba .